Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Fuck it...

Things can seem so easy when they are going your way. The sun is shining, you have a girl next to you, and all is right with the world. When just a little something gets out of place, everything can seem to come crashing down. All that you had in control is gone. You may feel that you have nothing left. Whatever it was, has ripped you apart inside and out. It feels like you have fallen to a dark bottomless pit of no return. It may seem a little ironic, but once you hit the bottom, and all that you held so close and cared so much for is gone, you see a small, faint light in the distance. This little light may seem like a very insignificant object, but once you start to follow it you realize it's your way out.

When you feel like all hope is lost, look to the things you took for granted when you thought you had the world in your hands. Your close friends, family, hobbies, things that make you smile, laugh or happy. Letting these go to peruse something you think is better could be the biggest mistake of your life. The beautiful thing is, is that they will always be there for you when you fall down that pit to pull you back up. It is a long journey out, but everyday that light gets bigger and brighter.

There are so many things i want and wish to say to you, who pushed me down into this bottomless pit. But thank god that i have things that are more important than you to help me when i'm really in need. So to that i want to say "Fuck it..." I'm ready to get out of this dark pit you sent me in.

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